May 11, 2009

Sitting and Staring

Can one individual really measure upon how fair their lives have been? Can one stare up into nothingness and wonder to himself did I make a difference? Is it the right of someone else to judge me or is it my right to differentiate my doings from right and wrong? Is it integrity when you tell someone how much you love them and care for them or do actions speak louder than words? And if actions really do speak louder than words what must I do?

May 1, 2009

My Emo Moment


I really contemplated a lot about myself today. I thought about where I'm going and when I get there will I be happy? I thought about my mother making ends meet and how truly dedicated and devoted she was to making sure she would succeed in life. The one person that I'd never seen eye to eye with is also the person I relate to the most. I thought about relationships that I've burned. I thought about friends that I've seemed to stop investing time into simply talking with. All the time I wondered why I had. And each time I thought about it, I couldn't come up with an answer. Reminiscing about how many friends that had strayed away from me or I had from them. I couldn't fill the gap and hollow feeling I had. I felt overcome with guilt and hatred for what I had done. Is this how I should proceed in life, by taking steps in the wrong direction?

Apr 25, 2009

Things to be Considered When Dating

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Life



Is life meant to be contained? Was it intended to be controlled? Am I supposed to be filled with mediocrity? Should I continue with my path of becoming entrepreneur? Or do I apply myself in such a way as to completely alter my self image and persona to meet the standard? Do I trust teachers to educate me with knowledge that will suit me in an ever advancing corporate world? Should one supplement him or herself with other criteria? IS there more than one way of becoming successful? Can someone go without diagnosing someone with ADD or ADHD for a deficit of understanding spotty curriculum? Is that student who's now given an ailment going to restrict them from success themselves over one opinionated stand point? If so, will it be too late to make a stance?

Apr 22, 2009

Quotes of Gods


The time I burned my guitar it was like a sacrifice. You sacrifice the things you love. I love my guitar.
-Jimi Hendrix

My voice is my improvisational instrument, the melody instrument. The guitar is harmonic structure. I'm not a good enough guitarist to improvise on it.
-Paul Simon

I approach playing acoustic guitar more of as a percussive instrument. It's fragile. I don't have a lot of finesse when it comes to my guitar playing.
-Billie Joe Armstrong

Apr 21, 2009

The Band

Hopefully we'll be able to jam out together soon. None of us really have any clue about what we're singing (and that's a bit of an issue when you're in a band). Another problem is our band name. We can't seem to come up with a suitable name that we all agree upon. 
Our lead guitar and myself are in favor of "The Broken Alpacas/Llamas/Camels". I have a sinking feeling that we won't elect that for our name but you never know it could always happen.On a positive note, I was able to pretty much get the intro to "Animal I Have Become". And I bet if you give me another 10 years I'll be able to nail some of the chorus too! So everyone keep your fingers crossed.